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its been a while since ive updated.

so last night caili spent the night and we dyed my hair. blonde and red. it looks pretty rediculous. im still deciding if i like it. Tom likes it so i guess that all that matters. Im kinda sad cuz i dont get to see him tomorrow like at all. that will probably be the longest amout of time we've spent away from each other for like nine months. (other than the beach trip. it was a long 4 days. we made up for it by going to flordia for 2 weeks.)  We also dyed jude red.  (our kitten) on his ears and tail....and body. he doesnt mind tho.) Nobodys gonna read this but i dont care. i hardly ever do posts. I start delivering pizzas tommorrow. hope i like it. toms afraid ill get raped. i hope not. that would suck. i wonder how donatos will feel about my hair. gtg. supper is ready.

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I guess ill make a post i have nothing better to do.
This weekend has been sorta boring. the parties werent wild like usual, probably cuz everything is coming to an end soon and we all know it. we coukld party at lukes but it wont be the same.
Prom was last weekend. it was fun. i looked pretty. we ate at jills before prom and then we only stayed there for about 45 minutes cuz we all kinda just got bored. im sad i didnt see carissa tho. im tired and off to church.
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I wanna go back to flordia and stay and that sleazy hotel room and listen to luke leave the door open while he pisses. that road trip was amazing and i dont really wanna come back yet.
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Boy you know it feels good with fire back on your tounge.

Im really really tired. alot. i just would like to stay home one day and sleep. like all day.
I really hate the weather and i really really hate going to school and i hate that my eye is hurtting really bad for no aparent reason. I dont wanna go to work. i make no money there. at all. i might apply at bob evans again. i worked there for a year and it would be kinda cool to go back there. i guess.
But im acaully amazingly happy right now. everything is working out perfectly. i just cant wait til schools out. then i wont mind going to work.  I feel really rejuvinated lately. like im soo done dealing with peoples problems and shit. i dont care that you hate me. really you could hate me until the day you die and i wont care. im so consumed by my friends lately that i dont even think about anyone else. at all. ever. and its nice not being involved in everyones drama. i dont know how i put up with everyones shit as long as i have but im pretty much done. ill listen to people when they need to talk but im not however gonna be very very immature and fight about things and hold a grudge when it doesnt make a difference. im happy. im fucking exstatic right now and no one is gonna ruin the for me.
i have to go to the BMV this weekend. umm yay? i hate waiting in line there. it takes fore-e-ever.
hmmm whatelse....I havent updated in a while so i doubt anyone will read this. and i dont really care if anyone does. i dont read other peoples el jays cuz most of them consist of people feeling sorry for themselves and they write about it because they want even more pity. no one really cares what anyone else really says on here. i sure as hell dont.

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i hate when my car breaks down and everyone in the fucking world is doing something so i have to call my mommy.
i really cant stand when my cars kinda fucked up but no one cares enough to not make me their goddamn taxi. you know ginger will only blow up on me and ill die...a ride to where you wanna go is sooo worth that.
im gonna get one of those time/miles things so when i drive people places ill get paid for it.
I really fucking hate emotional people who are fucking crazy. i hate people who make up enough drama to have their own soap opra. i hate when people fucking over react to everything. i hate that i havent vented like this in forever.  
I hate when im trying to type a godamn livejournal entry and pop ups block the screen.
I wanted it to be a very good day. so far its...sucked. alot.
The only thing i dont really hate right now is...caili. and the buttons we made...and the wax art we made.
IM FUCKING DONE WITH DEALING WITH ANYTHING THAT APPLYS TO ANY OF THESE CATAGORYS. ( The only thing i will add to this list from this point on is: if someone makes me hate them even more, then ill add "I hate that im going to jail for murdering someone.")







K. im done.